turning 26

I think i blew it this morning. After what happened last year i am paranoid about being forgot.  So i had a bit of a melt down. Dave felt bad and i told him that i was wrong. He grew up different and I have to recognize its not a big deal. I think I am so scared of him being like my dad that i get so emotional... I dont want to end up hating my birthday like my mom. Always wondering if Dave will remember or care.